.Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ' Y
Why Do You Abandon Me ?
On 12 December 2008 i woke up about 11 plus.. Than called parveen.. Meet her at her house downstairs lorh.. After that accompany her to pasir ris lorh.. Than took a cab down to Heeren to meet him for a while. Waited for him outside the entrance. Than suddenly need toilet.. Went in to the mall. Thought that there is ladies. In the end, don't have. Because i saw the sign board, it says "Ladies on the other floors". What the hell larh.. End up i walk out and wait for him to come out. We headed to Taka and eat Mac. Haiis ;( I really don't know what he angry for? :( Am i really very bad, useless, hopeless and selfish? I really don't know what to do now... Because of him i quarrelled with my parents, because of him i can give him my money and i don't eat... I didn't say it's his fault. I already promise him lerh.. Plus i also don't want to see him get into trouble... :( Baby i really love you alot. Sorry i hurt you so much.. I know saying sorry, no use de. I know i have hurt you alot. I'm really trying to change and think of you more. I really don't know why i just can't gain back your trust on me?? Iszit because last time i use to lie to you alot thats why now you don't trust me?? Am i really bad?? Sometimes i really feel that our relationship drifting further and further.. I don't know how to explain.. It seems like you have alot of doubts on me.. I use to hurt you, lie to you and make you angry. I also know you have given me a lot of chance to change myself. But i won't keep ;ying to you what.. I will change de.. Do you know that sometimes you work and i off, i feel bored without your accompany?? I know you can't request your off. But i really miss you badly.. Miss the days when we went out together almost everyday. I really hope you'll give me chance to change myself. And hope you will give me a support. I really need it.. I need your presence too.
♥ My
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