.Wednesday, January 14, 2009 ' Y
Why Do You Abandon Me ?
I'm so sad yesterday lorh.. :( Actually i just now afternoon very happy de lorh.. But it seems like he still have doubts on me... Whatever i do i tell him, whatever i not happy i also tell him.. But he lei?? he only tell me there's lots of things on his mind. But he didn't tell me what happen... Sometimes i was wondering, who am i to him... Girlfriend, friend or just an outsider?? That time he came to marina square to fetch me after work. We sat down and talk, he told me about things that he is going to be promoted and about his Hongkong trip... i was really happy he told me... But at the same time i was guessing that i might be the last person to know ba... And i remember that it was my turn to go and fetch him from work, on the way to the bus stop.. he was like calling someone... And him/her that his comfirmation letter came... But he didn't tell me.. He rather tell other than telling to his girlfriend... I guess so ba... :( Am i a transparent plastic to him?? And he also might think that i did not contribute to this relationship.. Yes i admit i did not contribute as much as he contribute.. I'm sorry that i did not do my part as a good girlfriend... I always feel myself very useless.. When he need my help i can't even help him.. But some how i also must say lots of thanks to him.. For being beside me when i need him.. And still supporting me to continue to study, instead of asking me to quit school.. Baby i really love you... You really make me feel happy always, though we did quarrel... He really fill my empty cup with joy.. :) He is the one whom i wanna spend my whole entire life with.. I'm really grateful for what you have done for me this past few months.. :) Thanks alot baby... Thanks for giving me chance to change .. :) I hope he did feel that i change my attitude.. tHough not that much, I will continue to work hard , to gain back your trust on me..
LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!! :)
♥ My
L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 5:08 PM
